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Jul. 1st, 2006 11:23 amSo... my parents just left for Hawaii. Today is their 25th anniversary.
I really shouldn't be this emotional.
When I say emotional... yeah... I've basically been emotionally unstable over the past 24 hours... you don't want to know how many itmes I've burst out crying. In fact, I've already shed a few tears since starting to type this.
I'm just taking their leaving hard. And I know I shouldn't... I mean... they're going on a nice trip... and I've been with grandparents while they've been on trips before, and I am now (since Grandpa kind of... lives with us...) but I've actually been put into somewhat a role of responsability for the first time, which is a little bit of pressure. The fact that my mom reminded me of where their last will and testament is doesn't exactly help.
Now, normally I think I'd be able to handle that. But there's more.
I'm job hunting again.
Why? Because I've kind of been unemployed for the past week, and not doing anything is NOT going to pay for my tuition.
That being said, if anyone knows of a place that's hiring that would like a c-chan... or knows of a way that I could make a bit of money over the summer... ANY suggestion is welcome.
...yeah... I've got to follow up on some apps sometime over the next week... and I've never had to do this without them and I'm still new to it as it is and I hate this process and....
I'm crying again.
Basically... if I so much as think about this, I cry. If I don't think about it, I'm fine. But it's always on the back of my mind right now... so... I can't not think about it at least somewhat.
Not to mention that it has to be done.
....so, if I seem a little... more prone to tears than normal.... please don't mind me.
Now onto other things.
Who all is on the new green bin system now?
It actually doesn't seem too bad... we're just still trying to figure out what to do with our bedroom garbages. :P
*giggles* Yesterday night was fun... I ended up rp-ing mass confusion between two Eds and two Als both from AU RPs (![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
palmacosta_lifeTales of Symphonia and sortinghat_rp Harry Potter). Soooooooooo random. Lots of fluff, lots of confusion... lots of... Eds yelling at each other and insulting themselves by calling the other smaller and smaller things... *_* Pure awesomeness, really.
Oh, and getting together with peoples!!!! I need to confirm plans with... anyone I've made any plans with...
...and make plans with anyone I haven't. Or, you know... plan a massive Baker Withrow Williams and friend(s) party? @_@
...yeah.... running out of things to say.
Anime North log will be up as soon as I finish writing it. @_@
Oh, and I'm officially cheering for England and Brazil today, if anyone is interested. :P
( Quizzies )
COUNTDOWN: ...erm... nothing to count down to right now... >.>
Random fact: Canada is 139 years old today! Happy b-day Canada!
I really shouldn't be this emotional.
When I say emotional... yeah... I've basically been emotionally unstable over the past 24 hours... you don't want to know how many itmes I've burst out crying. In fact, I've already shed a few tears since starting to type this.
I'm just taking their leaving hard. And I know I shouldn't... I mean... they're going on a nice trip... and I've been with grandparents while they've been on trips before, and I am now (since Grandpa kind of... lives with us...) but I've actually been put into somewhat a role of responsability for the first time, which is a little bit of pressure. The fact that my mom reminded me of where their last will and testament is doesn't exactly help.
Now, normally I think I'd be able to handle that. But there's more.
I'm job hunting again.
Why? Because I've kind of been unemployed for the past week, and not doing anything is NOT going to pay for my tuition.
That being said, if anyone knows of a place that's hiring that would like a c-chan... or knows of a way that I could make a bit of money over the summer... ANY suggestion is welcome.
...yeah... I've got to follow up on some apps sometime over the next week... and I've never had to do this without them and I'm still new to it as it is and I hate this process and....
I'm crying again.
Basically... if I so much as think about this, I cry. If I don't think about it, I'm fine. But it's always on the back of my mind right now... so... I can't not think about it at least somewhat.
Not to mention that it has to be done.
....so, if I seem a little... more prone to tears than normal.... please don't mind me.
Now onto other things.
Who all is on the new green bin system now?
It actually doesn't seem too bad... we're just still trying to figure out what to do with our bedroom garbages. :P
*giggles* Yesterday night was fun... I ended up rp-ing mass confusion between two Eds and two Als both from AU RPs (
palmacosta_lifeTales of Symphonia and sortinghat_rp Harry Potter). Soooooooooo random. Lots of fluff, lots of confusion... lots of... Eds yelling at each other and insulting themselves by calling the other smaller and smaller things... *_* Pure awesomeness, really.Oh, and getting together with peoples!!!! I need to confirm plans with... anyone I've made any plans with...
...and make plans with anyone I haven't. Or, you know... plan a massive Baker Withrow Williams and friend(s) party? @_@
...yeah.... running out of things to say.
Anime North log will be up as soon as I finish writing it. @_@
Oh, and I'm officially cheering for England and Brazil today, if anyone is interested. :P
( Quizzies )
COUNTDOWN: ...erm... nothing to count down to right now... >.>
Random fact: Canada is 139 years old today! Happy b-day Canada!
