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So. Paper season has begun.

I've started... one of the papers that is due by the end of the semester, and that one is NOT the research one. >.<

Yeah... I'll survive. I'm good like that.

But yeah. I'm stressed.

And there's other stuff on top of it... like...

I was supposed to rehearse with my scene partner today, but that didn't happen. And we were trying to find a person to get us a fake gun (like... one of the people in charge of the backstage stuff... not... someone to look on the black market/dollar store/whatever...) and that didn't happen either... and she was like sitting down and I was the one actively looking and I think that's what got me stressed.

I know what monologue I'm doing now though, and that's good. I've looked at it a tiny bit before, but not from an academic/proper POV, and the prof said that it's ok. The real challenge is finding the play in English, since it was originally in French. I put two versions on hold, and I THINK one or both is in English, but we'll have to wait until they come in to see.

I want to go home right now. I want to be safe at home and not having to worry about dad falling asleep behind the wheel or assignments or the e-word which I am not going to say but will happen after the regular classes part of this semester ends....

I just want to relax and have all my problems melt away.

I might have another minor breakdown sometime soon. I don't want to, really, but I don't know if I will be able to aviod it or not. With any luck, I will.

I don't think the fact that I'm tired is helping much. Yay for sleep-in Fridays.

I don't think my tiredness is helping either... nor a couple things from RP-world... but yeah.

I hope dad calls me soon, meaning that I can start getting ready to go home.

( Quizzies )

COUNTDOWN: 46 days till Christmas

Random fact: The four humours are sanguine, choleric, melancholic, and phlegmatic. (blood, black bile, yellow bile, phlegm)

PS: Random quote: "I'm not evil, I'm a grand bear!"