Paper faces on parade

My mood is still bouncing up and down and I hate it.

I'm gonna have to do more work next week and I don't want to because handing out resumes always makes me SO depressed and frustrated but I have to do it. And it's getting so late and I'm so scared of repeating last summer, but I know that I'll live no matter what.

But I need to not dwell on this. It's gonna drive me insane if I do. And it probably will break me down if it continues over the summer. But I don't need to let it effect me like that right now.

I'm watching a show on a gay men's chorus. It's really interesting. Their singing is AWESOME, and their story is so sad and yet strong and inspiring. It makes me proud to be a singer. Even if I'm not a gay man. =P

Earlier today, I fell in love with yet another song: Best Friend by Toybox. The music video for it SUCKS. If you don't believe me, watch it for yourself. But the song itself is really catchy and... Aqua-esque and... addictive. For those of you who don't mind Ouran (and maybe shounen ai... it's implicit but not outright ZOMG HOMO-HOMO SIDE CHARACTERS *cough*), there's an AMV for it here. ....it actually does fit Honey quite well in my opinion...... except for the word "girl", but shhhhhh.

And one of the mods at SHRP is starting to piss me off and I indirectly blame Mell (not melni. =P) buuuut yeah.

*sighs*

It's weird, and yet understandable. My parents (mostly my mom) is both happy that I'm actually getting out of the house more often this summer and being social (even if it is with the same person most of the time... =P), and near-scolding me for not doing enough stuffs. She really wants me to get a job. And I really want me to get a job so this thing can be over. And I've drifted back to this topic again! Grrrr.....

I've been doing some writing lately. Fanfic stuffs. Prequel to the Ouran series, multi-part thing. We'll see if I ever get it done. I might start putting it up on my stuffs journal though, so if any of you are interested, watch out for that.

And.... yeah. I think I'll just stop here and post this. Because I had more stuff to say but I've forgotten it already and.... yeah. It's late and I'm a little tired. But I'm waiting for my laundry to finish. So... yeah.

( Quizzies are back! )

Random Fact: People with brown eyes are apparently more likely to get cataracts than those with blue.