*siiiigh*

I don't get it.

In class, I am a good student. I participate, take notes.
In drama, I'm energetic, enthusiastic, and hopefully performing well.
With friends, I have energy and am cuddly and hopefully nice.

But I can't seem to get any motivation or energy really going outside of these three spheres.

I've done so little homework or housework this weekend, and I've been home for most of it. I don't remember the last time I exercised... probably over a month ago.

I feel like such a lazy idiot.

I need to find a way to keep my energy up. And be motivated to do things.

I should probably spend less time online. But I know I won't. There's a few people who keep me feeling happy and loved that I wouldn't have the chance to talk to as much (if at all) if I did. And I love them lots, and want to thank them for being there and listening to me complain all the time.

And I need to be more positive.

Also: I didn't watch the superbowl, but I watched Miss America (a rerun I'm guessing that was on tonight on TLC...). Does this make me girly?