Should I stay or should I go?

So it's the weekend.

I really don't know what I'm doing next week yet. Or, perhaps a better would would be still. T_T

Basically, whether to go away for the week, or stay here. Part of me wants to go. Part of me doesn't.

My family will be going.

This is the first time in three years I've been even maybe able to go. And I would have a good time up there. But I'd also have moments of extreme loneliness... and would probably end up crying full on at least once. This is generally what happens up there.

'cause I do fit in, but I don't. I have friends.... but I don't know if they're going, and I generally STILL end up feeling out of my element and not fitting in.

And the grounds are beautiful. And there are some nice places to just sit and meditate or relax.

...and I'm really not a huge fan of having to share a bed with my sister, especially since I'm on the inside, thus I may or may not have to end up going to bed at the same time/before her, like it or not.

Dad said there might be a two-day job going on here... I might check that out, and decide perhaps based on that. I don't know.


That being said, I went to the p-mall Friday. Tried onigiri for the first time. Like, real onigiri. It was really good. =D


What else has been going on lately?

Well, I've been watching, on average, a dvd of anime daily. Perhaps slightly more. I should be finishing off my Sakura Taisen DVDs today (I just have one OVA left). I'd love some of the live shows.....

After that, I think my next series is gonna be Azumanga Daioh. =D

I've been watching very little anime online though... I'm trying to watch it all on dvd. And DVDs I already own/have access to, not buying stuff. Don't think I'll be buying any new DVDs until Ouran comes out, unless a REALLY good deal comes on. Or something. ^^;

XD I wonder how much I can watch before the end of summer?

I'm also slooowly trying to get some Mini Moni dances down. And some other fandom dances. Even though I don't know when they'll come to use.


I've also gotten... perhaps partially hooked on a manga series. *pokes two_powers, whose fault it is entirely*

And by partially hooked I mean i read the first four volumes this morning, and I wants mooaaar.

...and I really need to read up on some stuff for... next year. And decide what I want to do. and.... umm.... make my room actually seem orderly for once. XDDD



...and now I'm hungry, so I shall find myself some lunch to nom on. =D


Happy Sunday, all. <3

Just what I need. Another thing for the potential future cosplay list. ^^;;;;

Ok. This is kinda amusing.

Friday: I'm handed 4 volumes of the +Anima manga and told I should cosplay as Nana if/when two_powers does Cooro.

Today: I look on cosplay.com, and there's two pages of cosplays. And seven of the ones on the first page are from the GTA. (Or rather, the events they were cosplayed at are. And I know at least half the cosplayers live in the GTA... >.>)


...and they're pretty. =D

(Though I don't think I'll do the bat costume.......)




....if I go next week... maybe I should bring some stuff to make plushies. .....anyone have any plushies that they'd really like made? Particularily if it's an in-training digimon? XD