A few unrelated thoughts....
Dec. 6th, 2008 02:33 pmThank you so much to everyone who replied to my last post. I know I haven't replied to any of them, but I really don't know what to say besides thank you, it meant so much.
And it's really nice to see that people are going through the same thing. Even if it's not a good "same thing", it's still... comforting. ^^
I had a dream last night involving some guys from my highschool. Gifties, all of them. Two guys I was crushing on, one of their younger brothers, and then one guy who liked me, and actually tried somewhat properly to woo me, but kinda... errrr... IhadnointerestinhimandIfeltbadbecauseitwaskindareallyawkwardwhenhewasgivingmestuffandsuchonValentine'sdayandIreallyhadnointerest.
(Yes, Jen, I know you can probably name exactly who each of these guys are by this description alone. XD)
Anyway... I was talking to the first three... and I knew who all of them were, but they didn't recognize me. I wasn't in disguise or anything, but I mentioned I went to school with them and they were like "huh?" and then I told them it was me and they were all like "Wow! It is! Of course!" or something like that. The guy who had the hots for ME actually did a double take, and that's when I noticed he was there at all for the first time. And it took me a moment to clue in that it MUST be him.
And that was more or less my dream. What that means, I don't know. But yay dreams.
...and for the record, I never told any of the guys I was crushing on in high school that I liked them, nor do I know if THEY ever figured it out.
I realized this morning, my blog is going to be 5 in 6 days. Yes, I've only had one since starting on lj, so that means that
box_of_doom has been serving you lj-rants via C-chan for almost five years now. Not that many of you had me friended back then. But then, making new friends is a good part of life, ne? ^_~
And I've never gone paid or plus in all that time, 'cause I'm cheap and don't like ads. XD
But yeah. Probably will post a celebration post of celebratoriness on Friday if I remember.
And it's really nice to see that people are going through the same thing. Even if it's not a good "same thing", it's still... comforting. ^^
I had a dream last night involving some guys from my highschool. Gifties, all of them. Two guys I was crushing on, one of their younger brothers, and then one guy who liked me, and actually tried somewhat properly to woo me, but kinda... errrr... IhadnointerestinhimandIfeltbadbecauseitwaskindareallyawkwardwhenhewasgivingmestuffandsuchonValentine'sdayandIreallyhadnointerest.
(Yes, Jen, I know you can probably name exactly who each of these guys are by this description alone. XD)
Anyway... I was talking to the first three... and I knew who all of them were, but they didn't recognize me. I wasn't in disguise or anything, but I mentioned I went to school with them and they were like "huh?" and then I told them it was me and they were all like "Wow! It is! Of course!" or something like that. The guy who had the hots for ME actually did a double take, and that's when I noticed he was there at all for the first time. And it took me a moment to clue in that it MUST be him.
And that was more or less my dream. What that means, I don't know. But yay dreams.
...and for the record, I never told any of the guys I was crushing on in high school that I liked them, nor do I know if THEY ever figured it out.
I realized this morning, my blog is going to be 5 in 6 days. Yes, I've only had one since starting on lj, so that means that
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And I've never gone paid or plus in all that time, 'cause I'm cheap and don't like ads. XD
But yeah. Probably will post a celebration post of celebratoriness on Friday if I remember.