Repeating sentiments of four years ago

Finished and handed in two papers today. That means I have just one more to do, due Wednesday morning. So guess how I'm spending tomorrow?

I'm both really looking forward to being done it, and not.

Why?

...after this.... that's it.

I'll be done.

And it's terrifying.

I don't know what I'm doing next year. I'll find out by the end of the week, hopefully. But right now... I don't know.

These four years have gone by so fast. And I'm pretty sure I said a lot of this stuff back 4 years ago re: highschool. But it's once again true. I'll miss UTSC. I'll miss going there daily and attending classes and hanging out and meeting people and eating at Treats and Timmies and the caf and sleeping on the couches and the comp labs and.... everything.

I'll miss the school.

And yet I'll move on, and I know I will.

I think you miss things the most right before you leave them.


two_powers and I went for dinner at an Irish place near the highway today. I've been there before, but not in over a year. It was delicious, and there was hardly anyone there, but the service was good, and definitely worth it. ^^

We then went looking for somewhere to buy slices of strawberry shortcake with no luck, and so went to Timmies and then came home. Nana talked to me for a bit then... she's been staying over for the past little while and leaving early in the morning... I think with my parents. So... I got to say goodbye to her for now, since I will probably be sleeping when she goes.

XD I just pressed save. You know I've been working too much on essays when I start attempting to save my lj rants by accident. XDDDDD


As a question to any of you who have also pressed the "yes, I intend to graduate" button, have you received any mail or anything? I just realized the email on ROSI was not what it was supposed to be, so I changed it to something that... I think will work, but I'm worried that I've screwed something up or something so I'm being all paranoid and.... yeah. >.<


Just pressed save again. >.<

I've had Sharon, Lois & Bram songs stuck in my head all day, and have half-consciously started singng them more times than I can count today. XD I wonder how long this will last, quite possibly the rest of this week.


...and by then I'll know my fate, like I said. hopefully.

And have free time for the first "real" time in a while.


Just saved for the third time. Wow I'm a creature of habit.



....I just hope things go well. It... yeah. It's gonna be interesting.... being gone.


I didn't get a class ring. I hope I don't regret this later. But I wouldn't wear it, and I know it. So it's not really worth it, right?



.....on a semi-related note, why do they have to be starting Japanese lessons the year I leave? >.<
I thought I'd check to see if they were, not expecting it to actually be there.... and there it was. >.< Oh UTSC. Why can't you love me more?

(Forth save attempt. Heh. At least I'm not trying to print as I finish this entry.....)