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Apr. 6th, 2009 12:39 amLife is full of ups and downs, isn't it?
You saw my latest big up, here's some downs.
~this happened in the apartment building right next to my church.
~I'm upset at one of my friends right now. Not angry, upset. They know why. I don't want to talk about it.
~I feel like my birthday is being overlooked due to family gettogether. And I feel really selfish for thinking that way. It's not being forgotten, but.... yeah. And I feel like I'm either being really selfish or overreacting, but I feel like it's being treated like........ ....well, a lot of it is food-related, actually. Usually people either go out to dinner or get to choose meal or something, and instead I'm probably gonna end up with something I don't mind, but wouldn't be my choice, and even the thing I suggested, if it did happen, it was made to sound as if it was going to be done cheaply rather than... the good way, or something.
...and I might not even get the type of cake that I want.
Yeah, I'm overreacting, probably.
...it also sucks that I don't know if I'll see any of my friends between....the thursday before to the Friday after (seeing someone the Wednesday before and Saturday after, all going to plan), and that's over a week and.... again, overreacting, but yeah. *ronery*
Part of this is due to the fact that it's the easter weekend too. So, yeah. -_-;;
~Afghanistan "rape law". doesn't effect me technically, but still. >.<
~My mom's starting to act like my nana at times. @.@
~She also doesn't seem to grasp that there's no point in getting me to answer the door, when, upon me opening it, I'll be asked if they can "speak to your parents" anyway.
~Yeah, starting to have self-esteem issues on and off again. ie: I keep on becoming self-conscious and worrying that I'm being too.... conceited or proud or.... paranoid or...annoying in ways I don't want to be... or lazy or self-righteous... or... anything....
So sorry if I am. And please TELL ME if I am. I don't want to be.... >.<
On the plus side, I managed to catch an AN issue before it became an issue. (ie they forgot to say that![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
caitlinneko was paid for, but I did pay for her, so they're sending her stuff in now, and paying the extra money because it technically wasn't my fault. Or her fault.)
sucks that there was an issue, but it was a good person for it to happen to, since I could check that it worked, which is how I DID catch it.
Therefore, paranoia sometimes is rewarding. XD
You saw my latest big up, here's some downs.
~this happened in the apartment building right next to my church.
~I'm upset at one of my friends right now. Not angry, upset. They know why. I don't want to talk about it.
~I feel like my birthday is being overlooked due to family gettogether. And I feel really selfish for thinking that way. It's not being forgotten, but.... yeah. And I feel like I'm either being really selfish or overreacting, but I feel like it's being treated like........ ....well, a lot of it is food-related, actually. Usually people either go out to dinner or get to choose meal or something, and instead I'm probably gonna end up with something I don't mind, but wouldn't be my choice, and even the thing I suggested, if it did happen, it was made to sound as if it was going to be done cheaply rather than... the good way, or something.
...and I might not even get the type of cake that I want.
Yeah, I'm overreacting, probably.
...it also sucks that I don't know if I'll see any of my friends between....the thursday before to the Friday after (seeing someone the Wednesday before and Saturday after, all going to plan), and that's over a week and.... again, overreacting, but yeah. *ronery*
Part of this is due to the fact that it's the easter weekend too. So, yeah. -_-;;
~Afghanistan "rape law". doesn't effect me technically, but still. >.<
~My mom's starting to act like my nana at times. @.@
~She also doesn't seem to grasp that there's no point in getting me to answer the door, when, upon me opening it, I'll be asked if they can "speak to your parents" anyway.
~Yeah, starting to have self-esteem issues on and off again. ie: I keep on becoming self-conscious and worrying that I'm being too.... conceited or proud or.... paranoid or...annoying in ways I don't want to be... or lazy or self-righteous... or... anything....
So sorry if I am. And please TELL ME if I am. I don't want to be.... >.<
On the plus side, I managed to catch an AN issue before it became an issue. (ie they forgot to say that
caitlinneko was paid for, but I did pay for her, so they're sending her stuff in now, and paying the extra money because it technically wasn't my fault. Or her fault.)sucks that there was an issue, but it was a good person for it to happen to, since I could check that it worked, which is how I DID catch it.
Therefore, paranoia sometimes is rewarding. XD
