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Aug. 18th, 2009 10:53 pmSo, school is underway. I can't believe it. But it is. I stepped through the stargate and entered the world of teacher's college.
And I'm......... enjoying it, but apprehensive.
But I figure, at the very least, this will all be a wonderful learning experience.
mmm... part of me has been second guessing everything lately though, not that this isn't a new thing at all. ..........at all.
I'm one of the few people who knows my way around downtown Oshawa, at all. So today I got to direct a few people to Timmies. I expect this to continue over the next month. XD I feel bad though, I think I directed someone to the wrong bus stop. They asked where the bus stop was and I totally forgot that Simcoe and Bond are one way streets............................... *so much fail* I will have to apologise tomorrow and hope that there will be no hard feelings at all. ToT
Normal classes don't start for two weeks. Today was the first day of tribes. It.... I don't know. The workshop is fun and enjoyable. But I'm not sure if I'm learning much, perse. Not so much as... doing activities that can be... reproduced? And a lot of the work doesn't seem......... learning. Then again, sometimes over half of the things...... I feel still relate to me, not just too the kids. It's making me feel too young.
...and sometimes I'm just wondering still... what I'm going to do and what I'm going to be like when I grow up. I definitely do feel like a twenager, to steal from Tolkein. Not a teenager... more sense of self than I ever had as a teenager, but still.......................... a lot in the air. Though part of me wonders if that ever goes away.
Still going through some emotional/frustration stuff that I really shouldn't be going through right now.
And frustrated at how only certain programs seem to understand Japanese. :S
I kinda really want a mac again. I can navigate around a PC no problem, but.... yeah. Still flailing over a few... customization things and.... umm... yeah.
Though not crashing is nice. ^^
Also: time needs to slow down again.
And I'm......... enjoying it, but apprehensive.
But I figure, at the very least, this will all be a wonderful learning experience.
mmm... part of me has been second guessing everything lately though, not that this isn't a new thing at all. ..........at all.
I'm one of the few people who knows my way around downtown Oshawa, at all. So today I got to direct a few people to Timmies. I expect this to continue over the next month. XD I feel bad though, I think I directed someone to the wrong bus stop. They asked where the bus stop was and I totally forgot that Simcoe and Bond are one way streets............................... *so much fail* I will have to apologise tomorrow and hope that there will be no hard feelings at all. ToT
Normal classes don't start for two weeks. Today was the first day of tribes. It.... I don't know. The workshop is fun and enjoyable. But I'm not sure if I'm learning much, perse. Not so much as... doing activities that can be... reproduced? And a lot of the work doesn't seem......... learning. Then again, sometimes over half of the things...... I feel still relate to me, not just too the kids. It's making me feel too young.
...and sometimes I'm just wondering still... what I'm going to do and what I'm going to be like when I grow up. I definitely do feel like a twenager, to steal from Tolkein. Not a teenager... more sense of self than I ever had as a teenager, but still.......................... a lot in the air. Though part of me wonders if that ever goes away.
Still going through some emotional/frustration stuff that I really shouldn't be going through right now.
And frustrated at how only certain programs seem to understand Japanese. :S
I kinda really want a mac again. I can navigate around a PC no problem, but.... yeah. Still flailing over a few... customization things and.... umm... yeah.
Though not crashing is nice. ^^
Also: time needs to slow down again.
