It's been too long

Forgive me, father, for I have sinned. It has been far too long since my last real lj post.

...and I’ve stopped on that daily post thing – I should finish that, shouldn’t I? >.>

Where should I start?

Well, I’m done the C-chan the student side of teacher’s college. (Though C-chan and teacher’s college really don’t belong in the same sentence... this is not the time for a discussion about how I can refer to myself different ways to represent the different hats I have to wear....) My last assignment was due Sunday, I submitted it Friday.

Technically I still need to submit a journal and maybe do one or two little other things for drama, but meh.

I’m in my third practicum until the end of April pretty much... I’m pretty sure it’s 26 days – so 25 to go, because I started today. My teacher is... really nice. Already he’s sharing tons of stuff with me, and wanting to talk and answer any questions and is accommodating and... is really nice. I just hope the next five weeks go... well.

I had a bit of a meltdown last night, but I was expecting it. Between parents being away for the past week and thus not having my usual outlet for talking to ABOUT teaching stuff, nerves, lack of sleep, and one or two other things... yeah. I stayed up a bit later than I meant to as a result, though. I meant to get my binder ready and be in bed by 10 at the latest... I was talking with my mom until after 9, and then still needed to do that and have a bath.... heh.

But today went well, as it probably seems. The only real problem is that I left my binder at school, which had stuff that I was going to read tonight, but I can get away without it.

I’m a little unstable emotionally right now... that might have to do with it, but I don’t know. I think I’m still a little on adrenaline and nerves right now. Though I shouldn’t be... I need to relax and let myself enjoy myself and this will go fine. I just need to.... get there spiritually.

XD I’m listening to Hetalia musics right now (while writing this on Word on the bus >.>)... France’s part where he’s talking, I literally thought someone was talking into my ear... >.> I kind of jumped and turned my head. ...I guess it’s been too long since I listened to any of these on headphones. ^^;

Went to MTAC this past weekend. It was good for the most part.

Highs included getting a few cute shots taken of me (I really should start bringing a camera at some point... maybe...), bartering with muffins, getting a pocket-Su-san (so kyuuuute! And now I CAN PRESS HIS BUTTONS. >D), and some random geeking. And seeing everyone again, of course.

Lows? Well, my brain somehow trying to convince itself that I was meant to have a break-down... being in a cuddly mood and not really having an outlet, some cosplay stuff that technically made me lose sleep for nothing... and one or two other things. Kinda wanted to do a rant about being frustrated with cosplay plans going down the drain, but no energy then or now.

In short, it was a lobbycon. =P


Also, ever since the con I can’t get the idea of Finland flipping out at Su-san to “Al l the Single Ladies Nations” out of my head.
...I love it so much.
...except I have a feeling it might make Su-san cry.

...I kind of want to spoof that song now....


I should post more often.... hopefully I will......

Also need to catch up on f-list. And on life.
...and clean my room. Eventually.

I just need to get my life in order, pretty much. ^^;