Late night, I really should be sleeping, I might regret this in the morning type post

Is it bad, or too childish to walk, or run away... just because you want someone to follow you or find you?

Might post more about that later, but I feel I need to ask the question now.



Anon-meme thing again. 10 people... me saying things, you know. That one.

1) Sometimes I'm afraid to talk to you. I don't want to be -- I think I'm being shy, and I don't know why. I want to become better friends with you. I feel like I passed up some good opportunities lately... I hope I get more soon, but I don't know when that will be.

2) I really should talk to you more. I'm sorry I fail at correspondance sometimes.

3) I wonder if you'll ever know how lucky I count myself to have you. You understand me like few do, and you're many things I wish I was. I hope I never mess this up -- I think it'd be a hard thing to do, though, and I hope I'm right. I hope I never have to lose you.

4) I find it interesting that neither of our lives are going quite as we planned. I wonder where we will end up. We need to catch up. Though I still bow down to you geekiness sometimes.

5) You're quickly becoming another confidante for me. I hope I don't bring them in too much. I really do feel like I'm annoying you though, sometimes. I hope I'm wrong, or that you'll tell me if I ever am. Maybe it's just because I'm uaually the one taking innitiative, I don't know.

6) I'm being sincere when I say I'm very happy for you. I just really hope you're doing it all for you, and none of it just to make someone else happy.

7) You make killing myself way more fun.

8) You don't believe in God, I think, and yet you make me believe in Him more, because you keep answering my thoughts and prayers. You really are an angel, aren't you?

9) I hope I'm doing things right. You make me wonder.

10) You know, sometimes I do wish we were what we pretend to be.