To... people on my friends list

Ok. So. When I'm tired, I can get pretty introverted and introspective.

Yesterday? I was EXHAUSTED.

...I started writing a rant, but I had to sleep and I don't know if I can post it now.

Though, I should mention one thing...

My cousin, Laura, got stabbed in the leg yesterday. Please keep her in your prayers, if you do that sort of thing.



Also, introspectiveness means I was thinking about others and my relationships to them too much.
Which meant I did the anonymous recipient thing again.

Ten things... at least one can apply to more than one person, but all have someone in mind.

1) I've thought of taking the joke seriously. I... think I could. Though there's too many variables to really know what to think.

2) I want to reach out to you more, but I don't know how to.

3) I'm afraid of losing you. We talk less than ever, and yet I still consider you one of my closest, dearest friends. We need to change this.

4)#3 applies to you too, but I don't know what to do about it as much at all. I hope I can still reach you....

5) I'm sorry I've never put forth the effort to know you better. I hope I can change this, but I also know I can be fail sometimes....

6) Am I letting you down? Is there something I should be doing?

7) I really can't put up with it sometimes, but I'd rather be an emotionally overwhelmed sounding-board than leave you with no outlet.

8) I wish you had less of a life so I could talk to you more. Except not really, because having a life is good.

9) I hope you know that I do think of you that way, somewhat. As convoluted as it is. I hope you know I'm here for you.

10) Your words that day meant a lot to me. Even if I don't think we'll ever quite be as close as they might have implied.