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Apparently only three people on my f-list have posted today.

So here's a fourth. >.> <.<


I'm kind of feeling like I'm wasting my life, agian.
Am I really? I hope not.

Sometimes I wonder why I'm not trying harder to have a career in performance. The other part of me points out how hard it is to get in. And then I point out how little I actually do related to this in ways that anyone can see outside of obnoxiously singing all the time. XD

Sometimes I wonder if I could make it big if I try.

...I should also say that I'd probably hate being famous, because being swarmed by people all the time is a little scary for introverts. XD


...I need to make more money. I also really don't like job hunting. Ahahahaha.

What I can do is sew. I want to try to make myself a pinstripe suit. Yes, I have pretty material for making such. =3


But yeah. Isn't it always fun when you wish you were doing bigger, brighter things that only the very few get to do, and then settle back down into your mundanity and do little to change it?

I wonder how to break the cycle. But then, I wonder if my life would actually be happier if I never do.