Trying to figure out Youma right now....
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tsukinokage wants to book a hotel, but I'm still terrified of the idea because if I need to cancel, I don't want to strand her with a room potentially to herself and the fees that accompany such. On the other hand, places are starting to get booked up, which isn't surprising -- some of the prime Anime North hotels are probably quite booked up if not full by now (though there are enough hotels within a short distance that there are still plenty of rooms available too).
I really do want to go this year, and I'm hoping everything will get together so that I can make it down (certainly, if I have the weekend free I will be making my way down because there's too much I don't want to miss now), but I don't feel like I can confirm at all until I have a job or else there's, like, two weeks left. And preferably the former case and a formal request in to take that weekend (preferably Thursday or Friday to Monday) off. And this is where I say once again that the hardest thing of not having a job is that it makes me afraid to plan anything too solidly too far in advance. I actually ended up freaking out when I had a job interview for something that would start right in time to ruin plans I'd been looking forward to for months. Thankfully I didn't end up getting it anyway, but the point still stands that it was terrifying and very stressing to wonder how or if I could balance the thing I'd been anticipating strongly for months and put a lot of hopes in, and having a job for a few months.
I'll be glad when I have stability, and when I know I can safely plan ahead for things.
In the meantime, I still need to figure out what to do about Halloween and November.
tsukinokage wants to book a hotel, but I'm still terrified of the idea because if I need to cancel, I don't want to strand her with a room potentially to herself and the fees that accompany such. On the other hand, places are starting to get booked up, which isn't surprising -- some of the prime Anime North hotels are probably quite booked up if not full by now (though there are enough hotels within a short distance that there are still plenty of rooms available too).I really do want to go this year, and I'm hoping everything will get together so that I can make it down (certainly, if I have the weekend free I will be making my way down because there's too much I don't want to miss now), but I don't feel like I can confirm at all until I have a job or else there's, like, two weeks left. And preferably the former case and a formal request in to take that weekend (preferably Thursday or Friday to Monday) off. And this is where I say once again that the hardest thing of not having a job is that it makes me afraid to plan anything too solidly too far in advance. I actually ended up freaking out when I had a job interview for something that would start right in time to ruin plans I'd been looking forward to for months. Thankfully I didn't end up getting it anyway, but the point still stands that it was terrifying and very stressing to wonder how or if I could balance the thing I'd been anticipating strongly for months and put a lot of hopes in, and having a job for a few months.
I'll be glad when I have stability, and when I know I can safely plan ahead for things.
In the meantime, I still need to figure out what to do about Halloween and November.