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box_of_doom) wrote2007-09-06 09:22 pm
box_of_doom) wrote2007-09-06 09:22 pm
The rain will wash away the pain of the day
So, school starts in a few days. I don't want to go back right now. I do, but I don't. I feel really stressed right now. Like last year.
Why?
Well, I've got my monologues chosen (yes, I chose my second one, and have started to memorize it, and have memorized the other one), but still don't have them ready to go yet...
I still have to choose between missing 1/3 of a class or changing my minor... right now I'm signed up to miss 1/3 of a course. But I'm really scared that I'll do reallyreally badly or something and I'm scared. I don't want to do badly!
Why do I have do this: Required music course is Thursday from 1-4. Drama is Tuesdays and Thursdays, 3-5.
And you DON'T miss drama. Trust me on this. You just DON'T. (Once or twice, fine. Especially if the prof knows ahead of time that you're gonna be late or can't make it. But beyond that.... hooo boy, you're gonna be in trouble.)
Neither are available at any other time. And I'd just hold off on taking the music course till next year, but I need it in order to take all the OTHER courses I need for my music minor, either directly or indirectly. OTL
And drama... I had to audition to get into that course. She only accepted people from my class last year into this class. If I don't take it now... I'm pretty much saying goodbye to practical drama in undergraduate life. And I DO NOT WANT TO GIVE THAT CLASS UP.
Mom says just go for it. And I'll probably try. but if I change my mind, it's gonna cost me.
Worst comes to worst, I'll take four classes this semester and try somehow to get a summer course that I can still do work with, but then I'd have to give up my music minor.
Right now, I could change to a drama-english double major, and not lose money, but part of me really doesn't want to give up music still.
And I feel like I could be in a lose-lose situation.
But we'll see, I guess.
Also, I'm gonna be changing banks soon. Why? Because mine wants me to start paying monthly fees for my account, and there's another one, albeit with worse hours, that will allow me to keep banking for free until I'm done being a permanent student. And... well... it's probably worth it. For now, at least.
And.... yeah. I'm being too lazy now, and I don't have my laptop right now because it's been in a repair shop for nearly two weeks now and.... yeah.
I'm feeling a little stressed, to say the least.
On an unrelated note, there's not enough -nozuka centric stuff out there. Nor is there enough Joushirou. Or heartshipping. *nods*
And I need to work on my cosplay stuffs.
Why?
Well, I've got my monologues chosen (yes, I chose my second one, and have started to memorize it, and have memorized the other one), but still don't have them ready to go yet...
I still have to choose between missing 1/3 of a class or changing my minor... right now I'm signed up to miss 1/3 of a course. But I'm really scared that I'll do reallyreally badly or something and I'm scared. I don't want to do badly!
Why do I have do this: Required music course is Thursday from 1-4. Drama is Tuesdays and Thursdays, 3-5.
And you DON'T miss drama. Trust me on this. You just DON'T. (Once or twice, fine. Especially if the prof knows ahead of time that you're gonna be late or can't make it. But beyond that.... hooo boy, you're gonna be in trouble.)
Neither are available at any other time. And I'd just hold off on taking the music course till next year, but I need it in order to take all the OTHER courses I need for my music minor, either directly or indirectly. OTL
And drama... I had to audition to get into that course. She only accepted people from my class last year into this class. If I don't take it now... I'm pretty much saying goodbye to practical drama in undergraduate life. And I DO NOT WANT TO GIVE THAT CLASS UP.
Mom says just go for it. And I'll probably try. but if I change my mind, it's gonna cost me.
Worst comes to worst, I'll take four classes this semester and try somehow to get a summer course that I can still do work with, but then I'd have to give up my music minor.
Right now, I could change to a drama-english double major, and not lose money, but part of me really doesn't want to give up music still.
And I feel like I could be in a lose-lose situation.
But we'll see, I guess.
Also, I'm gonna be changing banks soon. Why? Because mine wants me to start paying monthly fees for my account, and there's another one, albeit with worse hours, that will allow me to keep banking for free until I'm done being a permanent student. And... well... it's probably worth it. For now, at least.
And.... yeah. I'm being too lazy now, and I don't have my laptop right now because it's been in a repair shop for nearly two weeks now and.... yeah.
I'm feeling a little stressed, to say the least.
On an unrelated note, there's not enough -nozuka centric stuff out there. Nor is there enough Joushirou. Or heartshipping. *nods*
And I need to work on my cosplay stuffs.