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Apr. 29th, 2009 07:42 pmI'm kind of scared for tomorrow. Though sentimentalizing may be a better word.
Tomorrow's my last exam. That means... tomorrow, I'll be done my time at UTSC, except for convocation. This... shouldn't be scary.
But I really don't want to leave..........
Moving forward is always something that frightens me. I can deal with it when it happens, but looking forward to it.... is scary.
I also need to get through my costume making. But like i said, after exam, I can dedicate a LOT of time to it. I'm just terrified that I'm gonna procrastinate anyway. The costume I wanted to have done this week isn't because I want to get a pattern for it that I didn't think I'd want until... after I kinda flubbed one test-run for it. (Which is why I DO test runs.)
...and I might end up getting another pattern or two while I'm at it for other stuff, 'cause I'm also paranoid about THEM. ...XD like doing... more or less parachute pants. XD
...though the closest pattern for those that I've seen is Much TOO THIN for what I need. But i think there's some online that would work. .....though technically I just need pantlegs, not for them to join..... we'll see how I end up doing it. XD (and if any of you can guess the cosplay, you win cookies.)
I also need to pre-treat some wool suiting fabric. So. Um. Yeah.
Will do that sometime soonish, so I can start cutting it. Just... paranoid about best way of doing it. XD (Yay paranoia!!!!)
Tomorrow's my last exam. That means... tomorrow, I'll be done my time at UTSC, except for convocation. This... shouldn't be scary.
But I really don't want to leave..........
Moving forward is always something that frightens me. I can deal with it when it happens, but looking forward to it.... is scary.
I also need to get through my costume making. But like i said, after exam, I can dedicate a LOT of time to it. I'm just terrified that I'm gonna procrastinate anyway. The costume I wanted to have done this week isn't because I want to get a pattern for it that I didn't think I'd want until... after I kinda flubbed one test-run for it. (Which is why I DO test runs.)
...and I might end up getting another pattern or two while I'm at it for other stuff, 'cause I'm also paranoid about THEM. ...XD like doing... more or less parachute pants. XD
...though the closest pattern for those that I've seen is Much TOO THIN for what I need. But i think there's some online that would work. .....though technically I just need pantlegs, not for them to join..... we'll see how I end up doing it. XD (and if any of you can guess the cosplay, you win cookies.)
I also need to pre-treat some wool suiting fabric. So. Um. Yeah.
Will do that sometime soonish, so I can start cutting it. Just... paranoid about best way of doing it. XD (Yay paranoia!!!!)