C-chan's paranoid-ing. Needs hugs.

[box_of_doom]

So… I went out this afternoon to do callbacks on the resumes I handed in last week.

The good news: I didn’t get any no’s.

The bad news: one place wasn’t open, and the others told me to give them a phone call at another time. I did one today, and I was told not to expect to hear from them for a week or two, if at all. And the other ones, I’m yet to do.

So… yeah.

I’m really scared that I’m not gonna get a job.

I don’t WANT to work. But I NEED to. And it sucks.

I need to figure out how to hold bake sales or something. If I could sell baked goods at a farmer’s market or something… I could probably make a fair amount. Since I can bake….

….but somehow I don’t think that’s going to happen. It would be nice… any way of getting the money would be nice….

…but yeah…

I’m scared.

…really scared.

And I know that I’ll make it through one way or the other… but….

….great. I’m making myself cry again.

And Fiona just called asking me if I could do Jr. High this year and I would love to but I need to be able to work but I don’t know if I will have a job and I was crying over the phone and trying to not have it come through with my voice.

…I hate this.

Why can’t things just magically get good.

And I was feeling so calm earlier today and now I’m scared again.

…I need hugs. RL hugs. Though online hugs are good too.

…and I’m sorry for doing this for the second time in a row, ranting and sounding really nervous about this… but I need to get it off my back.

Anyways… yeah. To any of you who actually read this, thanks for listening.

For those of you that didn’t, or just skimmed it, honestly, I don’t blame you.

Your Brain is 53% Female, 47% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

…I have an androgynous mind! @_@

You Are Emerald Green

Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you. Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate. But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you.

What Color Green Are You?

To be honest, I think that people are more likely to be meh about me than profound love or extreme hate….

You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun. You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life... Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut. To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions.

What Donut Are You?

…… XD

COUNTDOWN: …still nothing to count down to….

Random fact: Honolulu is 6 hours behind Toronto.

Comments

[sevetenks.livejournal.com]

*lots of hugs and luff for C-chan*

[box-of-doom.livejournal.com]

Thankses

[blackout12.livejournal.com]

*huggles you* Meep, over here, over here! *waves from the Scarborough area*

[box-of-doom.livejournal.com]

*waves in the general direction of scarborough*

[blackout12.livejournal.com]

I meant... look for work here! *waves again*

[box-of-doom.livejournal.com]

@_@ Where? How? @______@

[blackout12.livejournal.com]

Errr... Youth Employment Offices? They can help you get some work for free, or touch up on networking or job application prospects.

[box-of-doom.livejournal.com]

maybe. I dunno... @_@

[blowsquirt.livejournal.com]

Eee, I know they're not as good as RL hugs, but I offer them anyways 3= *flails at you*

[box-of-doom.livejournal.com]

Thanks. They're Canadian hugs, which means they're reeeeeeeeaaaaaaly nice. ^_~

[blowsquirt.livejournal.com]

Ooooh, forgot about that! =P Of course, they're teh best~ =3

[box-of-doom.livejournal.com]

Duuuuuuuh.

[two-powers.livejournal.com]

*hugs* You will find a job, just gotta give it a bit more time still.

Maybe I could look over your resume and cover letter this weekend. *shrugs* couldn't hurt. I know I had to do a lot of resume... revising for co-op.

[box-of-doom.livejournal.com]

Yeah... maybe... ^^;