...So... I just managed to get my dad and sister angry at me because I'm afraid of Joyce not knowing how to cook something and accidentally giving everyone food poisoning.
It's not that I don't trust her cooking... she makes things quite well! It's just... when you're dealing with meat and you don't have a recipe to follow... well... I'm sorry... I get paranoid.
I feel all right on the outside, but I can feel the anger inside of me still. I haven't had this feeling for about a month... but it's back and I hate it. It's like a pit of negative energy residing in my chest and it makes me feel upset and uncomfortable.
...and I'm probably scaring people now...
I'm sorry... I shouldn't be...
I don't know why... but I'm getting irritable again. Maybe I do need to get more sleep... I don't know...
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It's not that I don't trust her cooking... she makes things quite well! It's just... when you're dealing with meat and you don't have a recipe to follow... well... I'm sorry... I get paranoid.
I feel all right on the outside, but I can feel the anger inside of me still. I haven't had this feeling for about a month... but it's back and I hate it. It's like a pit of negative energy residing in my chest and it makes me feel upset and uncomfortable.
...and I'm probably scaring people now...
I'm sorry... I shouldn't be...
I don't know why... but I'm getting irritable again. Maybe I do need to get more sleep... I don't know...
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