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Ever since AN, I've felt rather self-conscious about my weight. This... isn't good. It's not something I like to obsess over, and I'd much prefer to forget it. Mind, the only thing I've really done about it is worry far too much about taste vs health of food, and go on a walk much more regularly. Which really isn't enough to do much. *fails miserably*

So either I need to start doing more, or get this off of my mind. Preferably both.

There's an exercise bike in the basement, honestly I'd use it a lot more if there were a DVD player down there. I should pester people about getting a DVD player down there again.

And I might walk after work regularly, depending on where I DO end up working.... last year that was a decent amount of exercise, some days I'd get an hour or two of walking in before parents would come to get me.

But yeah. I... need to stop thinking about that so much.


Part of it is the whole "I don't like how I photograph" thing. I'm having problems finding pics I like of myself from AN. Which isn't too surprising, but still, I'd like to find more, and I know that if I were a little lighter... I WOULD look a little different.
And then there's the whole wife-carrying thing. Yes, it bothered me. No, it shouldn't bother me. Yes, I'm worrying about this far too much and know it. *faaaiiils*

*siiigh* I really do need to work out more.....


On a random note, Kaoru has never appeared on the spine of an Ouran manga yet. Everyone else has at least once, Tamaki and Haruhi most often, which isn't surprising, but Hikaru gets on there on... I think volume 2, and Kaoru never does.